Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Falling in love with my own writing

How is this possible........how one can fall in love with his own writing....is it not his ego that he is a good writer ?

i must say that i m crazy for my writing .... and i don't know about what is the role of "ego" thing in this. I think that one who do not like his own writing can not write anymore.

ya it may sound crazy but you know what........... i m reading my own blog oftenly.
i have almost read some of my blog even 20-30 times.....yet i feel so attached to them.

while writing a blog i will read that 6-7 times or more depending on whether i'm satisfied or not.........once i will get what i want to put in that ......i will move on to publish that, and this reading again and again thing will go on even after publishing.

There are so many blogs which have not got published becoz i thought they were not good enough.

writing in Hindi is the best thing i can do........with English its not the same !!
i m writing coz i love expressing myself in the way i want ..... which i can't do in direct communication. and most ironic part is that people don't want to listen your crap while you talk. With blog things are different !!.....they read and appreciate your thoughts.......and that feels so great that one can not express in words.

After almost 2 years of Blogging .........when i look back ..... i see what i have achieved ....
you see thoughts are just like Bubbles, at one moment they are there so lively and visible .....after some time they are gone !!
why not Jot them down just like taking a photograph of your bubble !!......and you can read them later........ you don't know what it means to others but it mean a lot to you !!..........you feel so much restful while reading that.......further it boosts your ideas regularly !!



This is the way i Blog !!

2 comments:

aarkay said...

Dear Vipin, this is the situation all prospective writers face. Repeatedly reading what you write , of course pays . Anyways, every one starts from a scratch and through practice and experience, one can attain some level of satisfaction as also some sense of achievement over a period of time. This is neither ego, nor narcissism, rest assured.

Sharad Akhilesh said...

Just resembles......"Jo khud se pyar nahi kar sakta vo khuda se kya karega" ....in similar sense but other words "Khuda se pyar karna ho to khud se pyar karna seekho"......

self-crazyness abt own creations is obvious...perhaps a good sign in u to be a good writer...I am humble proud of u Kotma's son!!!!!Hats off

Tumhe likhte likhte Love ho raha hai......aur mujhe padhte padhte[:)]