और लिख डाला ....!!

यूँ ही कर रहा था बात एक दोस्त से ...था उसको भी शौक शायरी का ...
बातो ही बातो मे , निकल पड़ी इक बात ....और भर डाला एक और पन्ना मेरी डायरी का !!

पता नहीं क्यूँ ऐसे ही हर कविता का आगाज़ होता है ,यूँ ही आ जाती है कोई Situation ...
यूँ ही कुलबुलाने लगता है कीड़ा सा दिमाग मे , और हो जाती है एक नयी Creation ...
यूँ ही हर कुछ हो जाता है ...बस यूँ ही ... चाहूँ भी तो लिख नहीं सकता !!
जब आती है आवाज़ दिल से ..."कि कुछ लिख डाल" ... चाहूँ भी तो रुक नहीं सकता !!

थी कोई, मत पूछो कहा !!.... आशिक मिजाज़ थे हम भी ...बस यूँ ही याद आ गयी उन दिनों की....
बस रखा दिमाग मे ...उस आशिक की एक प्रतिमा ...क्या नाम था उसका ...हाँ !! शायद मनोरमा !!
तो पेश है ....एक मजबूर आशिक के दिल की आवाज़ ...अगर लगे ये आपको अपने दिल के पास तो समझ लेना ... आपकी भी वही दास्तान है ... आखिर बेवफाई, धोखा,नज़रंदाज़ी मिलने के बाद भी उसी से प्यार करना ...इश्क का सम्मान है !!(don't worry मेरे साथ इनमे से कुछ भी नहीं हुआ है !!)


तू न सही तेरी याद को , दिल के पास लगाये बैठे हैं!!
कभी तो मिलेगी ,उस इक झलक कि आस लगाये बैठे हैं!!
गर न भी मिली वो एक झलक , तेरी याद मे तन्हा जी लेंगे!!
गर न भी मिली तू मौत तलक , दर्द-ए-जहर हम पी लेंगे !!
कहते हैं कि उनकी बेवफाई मे, कितने ही दिलों मे आग लगी !!
हम जलते दिल से जग रोशन करने कि साध लगाये बैठे हैं !!


तो ये थी मेरी रचना तारिख-ए-तफरी १६/०४/२०१० !!....

किसी ने की फ़रियाद और लिख डाला ,दिल की सुनी आवाज़ और लिख डाला !!
यादों को दिया शब्दों का रूप , शब्दों ने किया चमत्कार और लिख डाला !!

Falling in love with my own writing

How is this possible........how one can fall in love with his own writing....is it not his ego that he is a good writer ?

i must say that i m crazy for my writing .... and i don't know about what is the role of "ego" thing in this. I think that one who do not like his own writing can not write anymore.

ya it may sound crazy but you know what........... i m reading my own blog oftenly.
i have almost read some of my blog even 20-30 times.....yet i feel so attached to them.

while writing a blog i will read that 6-7 times or more depending on whether i'm satisfied or not.........once i will get what i want to put in that ......i will move on to publish that, and this reading again and again thing will go on even after publishing.

There are so many blogs which have not got published becoz i thought they were not good enough.

writing in Hindi is the best thing i can do........with English its not the same !!
i m writing coz i love expressing myself in the way i want ..... which i can't do in direct communication. and most ironic part is that people don't want to listen your crap while you talk. With blog things are different !!.....they read and appreciate your thoughts.......and that feels so great that one can not express in words.

After almost 2 years of Blogging .........when i look back ..... i see what i have achieved ....
you see thoughts are just like Bubbles, at one moment they are there so lively and visible .....after some time they are gone !!
why not Jot them down just like taking a photograph of your bubble !!......and you can read them later........ you don't know what it means to others but it mean a lot to you !!..........you feel so much restful while reading that.......further it boosts your ideas regularly !!



This is the way i Blog !!

There are somethings that Inspire the Soul

Its 4 O'clock in the morning and i don't know why m i writing this blog...cause after last blog ...i wanted to write one more blog on other (similar)topic...but i found myself writing this... ya it may sound crazy ...who will write a blog at this odd time...but believe me ...right now i m out of my mind ...in fact out of this world ..i must say....

If you haven't watched this movie ...."A Beautiful Mind"...then just go and watch this... i just completed the movie ....Its about a mathematical genius and his life ...
The story begins in the early years of Nash's life at Princeton University as he develops his "original idea" that will revolutionize the world of mathematics. Early in the movie, Nash begins developing paranoid schizophrenia and endures delusional episodes..... while painfully watching the loss and burden his condition brings on his wife and friends....and the story goes on.....

All you will see in the movie but the best part according to me was this speech when he got Noble prize in Economic Sciences....

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I've always believed in numbers.
In the equations and logics...
that lead to reason.
But after a lifetime of such pursuits,
I ask,
what truly is logic?
Who decides reason?
My quest has taken me through the physical,
the metaphysical,
the delusional...
and back.
And I have made the most important discovery of my career.
The most important discovery of my life.
It is only in the mysterious equations of love...
that any logical reasons can be found.
I'm only here tonight because of you.(pointing to his wife)
You are the reason I am.
You are all my reasons.(best one i guess !!)
Thank you.

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Nice one to watch....this fascinated me a lot .....if you want to have a look at the person himself ...check this ....

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